Wednesday, November 19, 2008

My dream have been fulfill, i have always
dream of wearing it just for once =D

last but not least, my first trophy in my whole life
although is a consolation prize but it meant alot to me.
Sometime i wonder why people hated me so much?
is it because i did something that insult them?
or is it because i'm not as fun as other people that they find me boring
just wanted to say, sometime my face may look sian or perhaps angry looking
that does not mean i am angry at that person as we are doing some stuff together
everybody has mood swing moment why can't I?
i'm also a human ok
been a human is so hard lo, have to please everyone
i smile people think i very fake and i look emo others think i'm angry at them
what's the problem that u guys want from me?
and the worst is that, although the person doesn't really like you but still put on a smile
and directly slam the door right onto your face that is one thing that pisses me off
if i have done something wrong can u please tell me
or at least tell me wad i have done, but i also roughly know what the problem is
but if that is the case then i would say u are very childish minded and are still a kid
as for me, why everytime people make me furious but i still open my heart to forgive them
and when i did a mistakes is like NO ONE is forgiving me
is like waiting for them to cool off themselves first then sort thigns out
Why?
Why must they do that, is like so unfair to me
what everybody does why can't i do it too?
sometimes i hope god can take me away, away from this full of hatred world
it is so fugly, and humanity doesn't care for each other anymore like in the past
all they concern about is themselves, fame and fortune
i'm sick and tire sometimes, guess i will take a rest for now
hence this world has no hope already
I emo-ed @ 5:33 AM