everybody has mood swing moment why can't I?
i'm also a human ok
been a human is so hard lo, have to please everyone
i smile people think i very fake and i look emo others think i'm angry at them
what's the problem that u guys want from me?
and the worst is that, although the person doesn't really like you but still put on a smile
and directly slam the door right onto your face that is one thing that pisses me off
if i have done something wrong can u please tell me
or at least tell me wad i have done, but i also roughly know what the problem is
but if that is the case then i would say u are very childish minded and are still a kid
as for me, why everytime people make me furious but i still open my heart to forgive them
and when i did a mistakes is like NO ONE is forgiving me
is like waiting for them to cool off themselves first then sort thigns out
Why?
Why must they do that, is like so unfair to me

what everybody does why can't i do it too?
sometimes i hope god can take me away, away from this full of hatred world
it is so fugly, and humanity doesn't care for each other anymore like in the past
all they concern about is themselves, fame and fortune
i'm sick and tire sometimes, guess i will take a rest for now
hence this world has no hope already

Yeah is finally over
although didn't do very well but at least got consolation przie
along with a trophy =D
my First trophy in my whole life
the feeling is like wow all my hard works finally pays off
today isn't that bad or should i say it passes very quickly
reach dover ite at 830
then waited for our scenario, wow is like super hard man
first time encounter this topic, is about servicing
after a short briefing of the scenario, i and my team mates
hurry do mind mapping.
at last we finally think of wad to focus on
didn't really have the appetite to eat my lunch but i keep forcing myself
to eat because i was the 3rd group to present so is like feeling tension and stress
but in the end we did it and well done Fedora
GO FEDORA!

this time round, this whole competition is like super suck la
the judges so rude man, is a Q&A session but they expression was like
haiz dun think need to ask any question about them
i was like huh because the first two groups also kena the same thing from the judges
i would say they are just don't intend to attend as judges lo
last 2 weeks which held at ite collage east which is better and strict lo
every judges at least ask a question in order not to embarass the student
this time is like wth, makes me boiling when i think of all the groups the way they
ask question. so far not more than 3 question

haha but not a bad experience to join this event i guess
i could say my dream came true and i appreciate the moment
oh last but not least, i would like to thank Ms dion lee, mr sean quek and mr andrew ong
thanks for all the training that you guys gave us and make us more daring on public speakings

gotta end here, photo will be upload soon

Haiz
super nervous and alot of tension
yes 2more days to go
till 18th nov

Before that hopefully do not have any emotional stuf to bother me
i just i dun drag the team down
hopefully i'm the back up, at least i could support them on the back

gambateh

Ahhhhhh 2 more weeks to shell livewire entrepreneur competition
i'm super nervious
because got my BIGGEST enemy
which is presentation!!!!
hope my team mates have enough time to train me before the whole thing started
Or else i'm dead meat
Oh one more thing, i super HATE that teacher in charge
my nitech lecturer =.='''
So attitude problem lo, am asking him a question and he's like so bad tone talking bad to us
excuse me we student has our lessons too ok
u think u are the only lecturer in this sch that are super busy meh
if i know it was you!
i won't even bother joining this thing
I Have to stay cool all the time man, don't wish anything to happen at this kind of time

SIAN tml lesson

"DON'T MESS WITH MR SUHAIMI "